I am finished my radiation on Tuesday.

I may find that I am still coping with the effects of treatment on my body for several months. It can take time to get over these effects. I am wondering how I will feel during this time and what are signs that cancer is coming back. These are some of the problems that can occur when treatment is over. Some of the most common problems that people report are:

Fatigue
Memory and concentration changes
Pain
Nervous system changes (neuropathy)
Lymphedema, or swelling
Mouth or teeth problems
Changes in weight and eating habits
Trouble swallowing
Bladder or bowel control problems

There are some questions and thoughts swirling around in my head also:

Who am I now that I've had cancer?
Will I get it again?
Can I survive another bout with cancer?
What is the best way to spend my time?
Am I contributing to society?
Will I ever feel secure in my future?

I read this:

Contemporary society values those who can assimilate quickly and who can bounce back from tragedy without skipping a beat. The message survivors receive from all sides is, You're so lucky to be alive. Now get on with your life.

That's a great theory, we will see how I do.