What went wrong?

I have not posted here for a few weeks because I just did not know what to say about my work experience. I worked one week only. The following week I felt unwell and called in sick. The truth of the matter was I did not want to go to work. The third week I spoke to my supervisor explaining I might have gone back to work too soon. I felt it was the perfect job. Working in a health care facility is a comfort zone for me, or so I thought. I really believed I had a lot to share on the Palliative Care Team and was excited to be working again.

The very short shifts exhausted me. While I was working I felt like I was standing still and the world was rushing by. The busyness of the units made me feel delirious.

I felt so vulnerable, I have lost my edge.